Friday, November 28, 2008

Are we there yet?

Till 2 days ago, I have always been glued to the idiot box for more than 2 days at a stretch only when the Men in Blue dressed in white flannels played some other country on 22 yards of packed mud in a stadium. But this week made me watch a Test Match of horrendous proportions. As i watched the beloved symbols of my city crumble. I lived and died with every shot, experiencing every stage of the 5 phases of death...anger, denial, bargaining, depression and acceptance. There is a lot of pent up emotion in each of us. What we do with it, is what will define us. Here is what i would like to see.

1. Dr. Manmohan Singh - You have too much to do.
a.I want a Marine BSF. Equipped with the latest speedboats and enough firepower to challenge any Mother pirate ship.
b. I want you to rattle the UN. If US had the right of hot pursue in Afganistan, me and my people have been violated. We can and we should roll out our forces of these installations in Karachi and take them out.

2. Mr. Ratan Tata - Start the Taj as soon as possible. With doubled energy and purpose. In all its splendour. Rename all the banquet rooms in memory of each staff member you lost. Turn the loss of each employee into a piece of history that every visitor will remember. Turn our pain into our strength.

3. Mr. Rajdeep Sardesai - Hold your cameras just a tad bit longer. In the mad rush to report first, many a times you report wrong. Also it serves no purpose for me to see a burning window of the hotel.

4. Mr. Hassan Gafoor - Although the 3 main cops are celebrated enough, see to it that the sacrifice of the unknown is not forgotten.

5. Mumbai & Maharashtra Police - Yes you are in a thankless position. Yes you are understaffed, underequipped and over-worked. Yes the media, the public and the politicians do not let you work as you like. But since you are already in the uniform, recognize the respect and power you have. While we all earn salaries, you unknowingly earn a lot in your lifetime. I will perish one day and be gone...but the Hemant Karkares, the Ashok Kamtes and the Vijay Salaskars live on forever. You have the opportunity, use it.

6 Mr. Dutt - I do not doubt that the NSG is the best we have. What we saw did not seem logical enough. Please come sooner the next time we need you.
Why was a curfew not imposed within a 3 km radius?
Why did a unit not storm from helicopters of all 3 buildings on day 1 itself?
Yes it ended, but the length of the ordeal shows that we are far from the best. No matter how strong the enemy is, we have to crush it in the shortest time possible. an 80+ hours ordeal merely shows our flaws.

7. Average Indians like me - Always in life, we are confronted with options - an easier one with lot of gains and a difficult one with not much gain in sight. For most of us, we opt the easier one, even if it is immoral, illegal or unethical. Our choices boomerang to haunt us. While we may have passed that day with ease, we have given birth unknowingly to a demon that will come at us more strongly in the near future. The evil is within. We need to take stock of our daily actions on a daily basis. It is an easier job to criticze politicians, police and government from the outside. This is what we have chosen to do till this day. Its time we changed tracks in whatever little way we can.

Till that day - dont send foolish forwards on 15th Aug and 26th Jan praising India as the best nation in the wold. We are not there yet...we still have to toil to reach...

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Gruha_Pravesh

The chanting of the mantras invokes the deities to the "house" - the first step to making a "home"!!



Saturday, August 16, 2008

It happend to me...v1


Someone at Vodafone India has a terrific sense of humour!! While shamelessly sending us back when wanting check your account, they are encouraging you to make the most of NOW!! Question is...HOW??

Monday, August 11, 2008

Ladies and Gentlemen please stand up for the national anthem of....INDIA

I remember a time as a teenagers in school we used to have these debating competitions, where when the teacher could not be creative enough, the topic always was "Should India stop participating in the Olympics?"

The cliche for the pro group here would be...Forget gold, silver and bronze, if there will be a tin, plastic and paper medal, India would not be able to stake claim to it! I dint like it then, i dint like it now. And with Ogden Nash, being a born spectator, there was little i could do to change things but pray from the bottom of my heart, that someone would change it.

From Kashba Jadhav in Helsinki 1952 to Leander Paes in Atlanta 1996, it has been a long long wait. But one could see the stars aligning. However numero uno in Aurum eluded us till this day...11th Aug. 2008.

India waited for 60+ years for an individual to hold this. And this belongs to Abhinav Bindra!!

- A very delighted Indian!!

PS: Even Rabindranath Tagore would have agreed that it did sound very sweet today!! 52 seconds that defined the moment.

Monday, August 4, 2008

On fresh starts...

An idle mind tends to randomness in ones thoughts...so feel like rambling a bit...

I do not quite remember the subtleties of childhood...but life as a teen was fairly simple. I knew the almighty had a plan for me...and all i had to do was follow the course.

A decade, 2 continents and 3 countries later, i still feel lost. Am thankful for the opportunities and the hidden blessings, but then, life always seems headed to a dull alley... one which does not seem to fit the perception of the picture that i have for myself.

In the hope that the alley will someday open to a bright sunlit boulevard...i labour... only to realise one fine day that i need to veer from the present course and sometimes retrace myself...a fresh start. The thing with fresh starts is that each one needs exponentially more energy and faith than the last...more so, cause the knowledge of knowing that the last fresh start led to another failure thus tending to corrode a chunk of confidence.

And if that werent enough, each fresh start adds burden from the last unfinished journey...the feeling of having left something incomplete...the anguish i gave to those that walked with me then...causes me to drop my speed a bit. What began as a sprint back then becomes a laborious crawl with each fresh start!

But for all this, tomorrow will be a fresh start...

Thursday, July 10, 2008

Burst Mode

Sometimes i wonder whether Shannon-Hartley and others behind communication theory had it super easy for them! Most of life's patterns lent themselves to what we call communication theory.

One such theory is - information in burst mode. The hour past has been one of those - in burst mode! Surprising how days on end pass without any activity worth the note and then - this.

Thats about as big a prelude as i could compose. The first was an email - a rather sad one. A kid, whom i saw first as a shy, coy, slightly panzy and the butt of every joke....involved in a rather sad episode. That of the bottle and the steering wheel. While 2 roomies did not see the light of the day, this poor kid is charged on 2 counts of manslaughter and if that werent enough...drunken driving. Ya, u drunken driving opponents, am with you, but for the moment, since i knew this kid, my heart goes out to him. I just wish sanity had prevailed before.

Within moments of that, I find Puja's headed to Iraq. Wow!! Its an opportunity..its also a risk. Also, a heavy toll on the personal front. I just pray for her.